DuNdAlK WhAt?!

its been awhile

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 19:39:52 GMT

well of course its been 3 light years since i wrote in this damn thing but i have a couple minutes to burn before lauryn gets here so wtf. well since last time i wrote in her i dont even know wtf has happen cuz i dont even know when the last time i wrote in her was. basically lifes good working constantly and and got a new favorite pastime hahah. yea i met a girl who is pretty fuckin awesome if i may say so myself.

we been spending a good bit of time together but other than that not much has happen. next week is spring break for everyone reallydoesnt mean anything tome but i am goin t newyork for a few days wit lauryn so that should be awesome

o yea i turned 19 no big deal really but im content with stayin 19 forever cuz i dont ever wanna not be a teen. but i had a great birthdaybecuz of someone :o). valentines day passed that was pretty cool actaully awesome but im not goin to get into the details hahaha well i guesss this is enought for a few months and i have to jump in the shower so for now PEACE

RIP JB STILL CRUISIN

FREE ALDO

its been awhile....as usual

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 06:57:24 GMT

a whole bunch of shit has went down since the last time i wrote in this so here goes nothing....

i hit up a show wit jon and jerry for the first time in a awhile AGAINST ME that was one of the better nights in recent history, we all snuck in as usual and saw an awesome show. we stood outside for a good 2 hours b4 we could do it but it all was worth it.

of course some parties haha jerry got SMASHED threw up all over his self thats second best to devin pissin himself on the boardwalk at senior week.

cartwright came home for thanksgiving had some ppl over it was cool to chill with her she got trashed and dissapeared on us and we jsut sat in her house for a few hours more. she should be comin home soon it is something to look forward

yea most importantly i lost one of my best friends. alli can really say about that is that my life could never be the same.

well its like 2 and tomorrow is a big day night

P.S. ole nigga john still cruisin~~R.I.P.

FREE ABA

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 20:29:09 GMT

well wuts the deal i know its been awhile buit angie hooked up this kick ass icon so i figured id hop up on this piece and do something heres a questionaire for old times sake...

1. Tell me something obvious about you.
uhhh im a dood

2. Tell me something about you that many don't know.
ive never had a real girlfriend for more than a month

3. What is your biggest fear?
growing up

4. Do you normally go the safe route or take the short cut?
that usually depends but i often like the adventure of a possible wrong

5. Name one thing you want that you can't buy with money.
perfect health

6. What is your most treasured possession?
uhh either my skateboard or my computer

7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do often?
get outta control while drunk

8. Tell me something sexually about you that people don't know.
ive never loved or really really liked any girl ive had sex with

9. Tell me something sexually about you that everyone knows.
when im drunk im vulnerable

10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
IT WASNT ME!

11. Name something you've done once that you can't wait to do again.
go on a roadtrip!!

12. Are you the jealous type?
most definetly

13. What is the one person place or thing you cant say no to?
_ _ _ _ _ fill in the blanks

14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
couldnt tell u it doesnt happen often

15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
go to somewhere like tiebet or something like that def travel

16. When was the last time you cried?
awhile back

17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
the last time i didnt have to work the next day

18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
nahhh im fat

19. Name something embarrassing you did while being drunk.
we could go on allllllll day long.

HILTON!!!

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 06:00:33 GMT

so this is the deal....denny this mother fucker won a free trip for one ngiht to ohio to go ride some comp! so we see this as a perfect oportunity to go see some new shit watch denny and have a great time. so me and some friends decided to pack it up and head out in a truck while denny flew out.7 hours later we were in ohio we ended up gettin a room for 4 nights and stayin traveling aroudn ohio and hittin up everything possible to skate/ride. we hit cleveland for a while then went back to the free let me emphasize free room at the hilton. so thats just bad you set a bunch of dundalk kids loose in the city of cleveland with a 4 star room and free food and its on.we took anything they weere givin away and more it was great come the first night, we had ppl from everywhere partyin in our room it was awesome i met ppl from texas cali florida everywhere it was crazy...

well denny was scheduled to compete at 10 the next day denny went but thats about it we got trashed and slept in it was just too early kinda felt bad but it was ok..after that we watched some pro shti and left cleveland. after our night of the hilton was over we moved on down to some bull shit hotel for like 40 a night for the next 3 nights we rode all the local parks during the day and hit all the bars at night itwas great.

By sunday all my money was in the hands of strippers and skatepark attendents. so then i hit granny dukes up for some money and after some slight persuasion you came through...

all in all it was a time to remember and i cant wait to do ti again and this time....im coming to see my buddy sarah =)

i talked to the "devil" tonight hahah cnat decide whether or not its a good thing i enjoyed the conversation but....i always know whats coming i was supposed to call back but i got in late who knows what the deal is with that individual....

time for sleep work at 9 peace............

its where u wanna be.....

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 18:09:31 GMT

so wuts up live journal??! been awhile again since i updated this but wuts new? ima try to keep up but im always doin something.

since last entry....

worked a lot wuts new right? well now that i th ink about it thats the only thing i do lol yea just work and sit at the pier after work it sucks there isnt ever shit to do around here and it sucks. i wish i was smart and coulda wnet away to college but eh.

so i got an unexpected fone call the other nite which has basically confused me and i dont know whether to call back or not. everytime i try i just chicken out and i think thats ok. cuz it will prolly just start trouble as usual.

so me and jerry and devin and henry went out loch raven yesterday and had a blast jerry tried swimmin to the swing and almost died lol]. we all hit the cliffs up and it was a good time i love the scenery out there makes for a good smoke ride in the back of the truck.

well thats it for now i got work of course in an hour ill update again later prolly.....

i never said id take this lying down

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 23:27:59 GMT

so its been a long ass time since i updated this shitso much has happen....

lets start with the fact that i basically hit the lotery for 1000 bucks i didnt hit the lottery but becuz of it i got handed a thousand bucks so that was great.

two of my best friends are now locked up and for how long noone knows and sucks that they are locked but it could me so easliy and im thankful that it isnt and it has made me think even tho i know i put my self in positions to be rihgt next to them basically everytime i leave my house who knows man.......

work is the same just everyday the moneys rollin in but its still not enough im working on savin so i can do something get the hell outta here or something....

got some charges dropped thankfully no record at this point altough i got a case comin up in mid september but im not sweatin it too much got me a pretty good lawyer so ill be fine...

other than that im been laying low chillin on the drinkin atleast im keepin it in moderation..just chillin wit ppl who will hopefully keep me outta trouble and working as much as possible need that money...

im bored and outta here for now...

my day will come

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 18:14:58 GMT

bored about to go through yet another day of work...

Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
* a cool girlfriend
* more money
* license
* new shoes

Name Four Scents You Love:
* oranges
* remy martin
* axe
* New shoes

Name Four People You Know Best:
* jong
* aldo
* meg
* my bro

Name Four Things You'd Never Wear:
* cowboy hat
* cheap shoes
* tight pants
* anything aeropostale or any of t hose preppy co.

Name Four Things You Are Thinking About:
* food
* sarah
* money
* work

Name Four Things You Did Today:
* pooped
* ashley simpson(watched)
* ate
* d/led music

Name Four Things You Bought Recently:
* food
* clothes
* shoes
* fitted

Name Four Bands/Groups Most People Don't Know You Like:
* Taking Back Sunday
* choking victim
* the beatles
* falloutboy

Name Four Places You Want To Visit Before You Die (Be fairly specific):
* jamaica
* england
* tibet
* Amsterdam

Favorites
Music
-Pop Singer: jessica simpson
-Rapper: shyne mother fuckin po
-80's band: Guns and Roses
-90's band: rage SUBLIME
-New band/artist: Taking Back Sunday

Movies
-Action Movie: rush hour? i dont watch movies
-Comedy Movie: Fast times at ridgemont high
-Suspense Movie: dont ask me dood
-Movie Series: Godfather
-Drama Movie: dood

Actors
-Favorite Actor: Pacino
-Second Favorite Actor: Deniro
-New Actor: Johnny Depp
-Old School Actor: Brando
-Supporting Actor: no clue

Actresses
-Favorite Actress: jenna jameson baby
-Second Favorite Actress: halle berry (sp?)
-New Actress: hillary duff is hot
-Old School Actress: ummmim not good wit names

well so im of to work for like the 50th str8 day its gettin old but the moneys great!!@ i think i lost my phone last night but it may be in alexs car. i was so tired last night i passed out in alexs car now i cant find my fone or my hate? hmm

so tonights saturday the worst work day of the week its slow and boring and it alway s seems to last forever hopefully everyone wants to hang out at work later or there is a big party doubt it

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 16:57:54 GMT

Full Name: Michael Anthony Dacre
Nicknames: none
Sex: male
Age: 18
Birthday: march 9
Birth place: Baltimore, MD
Current residence: Dundalk what?!
Zodiac Sign: pisces
Parents names: lisa and anthony
Siblings names and ages: sierra 3 tony 14
Pets: none

Favorites

Colors: black and white
Animals: none really
Actresses: jenna jameson
Actors: al pacino deniro
Movies: murda muzik! scarface
Types of music: rap and pop punk
Books: the perks of being a wallflower
Foods: basketti
Ice creams: chocolate
Cookies: chocolate chip
Veggies: cucumbers
Fruits: apples
Candies: gummy bears,
Beverages: iced t
Cereals: peanut butter cpt crunch
Fast food joints: micky d's breakfast
Numbers: who the fuck knows
Comedians: jim brewer and chris rock dave chappelle

Love Life

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: thats a big negative
If so, who are they?: cant u read
How long have you been dating?: mother fucker
Do you have a crush?: yea
Have you ever had a hard time getting over someone?: yerp yerp
What's the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for you?: im so pathetic
What do you look for in your ideal mate?: the ability to be around them for more than an hour without wanting to strangle them
Biggest Turn-ons: drunk or sober? we are gonna leave that one blank
Morals/Beliefs

What religion are you?: technically catholic
Do you believe in God?: there isnt enough room for me to explain my theory
Angels?:
Heaven?:

This or That

Blonde or Brunette: depends
Cartoon Network or Nickelodeon: cartoon network
Spicy or minty gum: minty
Heaven or Hell: Heaven
Nsync or Backstreet Boys: death to both
The Beatles or The Rolling Stones: the mother fuckin beatles!@#%
Cookies or Cake: cake
Flowers or Candy: i dont know

Ever Been Called...

Dumb?: lol
Retarded?: i guess
Ugly?: im sure
Hot?: i think
Anorexic?: man im fat as shit
A waste of space?: yea by my lovin father
Useless?: ?
Sexy?: i dunno
A Slut?: not as far as i kno
Beautiful?: doubt it
Quiet?: yes
Boring?: i dont know
A Bitch?: right b4 fists started to fly

Currently...

Who are you talking to?: noone
How is the weather?: hot
What/Who are you thinking about?: =/
What are you eating/drinking?: im hungry dammit
What are you looking forward to?: thats my problem i have ntohing to look forward to
How are you feeling?: mellow tired
How is your hair?: long too long

When Was The Last Time You...

Burped?: been awhile
Kissed?: ocean city?? damn thats pathetic
Had sex?: ocean city??
Went to the movies?: ummm awhile ago with sarah
Went out to eat?: who knows
Cried?:fuck if i kno
Three Things

Three people you love
1. family
2.
3.

Three shows you watched when you were little
1. ninja turtles
2. alf
3. reading rainbow

Three things you regret
1. not doin well in high school
2. a couple of drunked nights
3. senior week

Three things you always say
1. bitch
2. fuck that
3. ur outta here boss(work)

Three things that describe your personality
1. different
2. outgoing
3. interesting

Three things that describe your looks
1. im not good at this knda shit
2.
3.

Three things that scare you
1. change
2. real world
3. the dark

Three things you love
1. moneyyyyy
2. SHOES (my collections is rapidly growing)
3. a girl

Issues

Do you do drugs or have done drugs?: drugs are bad mmmkay
Do you have a mental disability?: some may say so
Do you or have you ever had an eating disorder?: is eating to much a disorder?

Who was the last person you....

Talked to?: katie
Yelled at?: dewey
Went out to eat with?: its been awhile
Fought with?: ??
Cried over?: ....
Thought about?: megan
Are you...

Understanding?: sometimes
Pretty?: uhhhh
Nice?: i can be
A bitch?: nope.
Confident?: def not
Friendly?: nah not really
Sexy?: o yea baby
Shy?: depends on who im around
Emotional?: not really
Messy?: not too bad
Arrogant?: i def can be sometimes
Lonely?: yes

image if these walls could talk

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 15:32:00 GMT

well...not a fuckin thing is goin on. i tried to update yesterday but it got closed and said fuck it. well im gettin tired of doin the same thing everyday wit the same ppl. lifes gettin boring i need to move or change shit up.

on an unrelated subject i almost got into it wit dewey last night. for the last few weeks he has been shady he only wants to come pick me up if im buyin beer or if there is something in it for him. so i was goofin around last night wit his "girl" def not in a serious manner cuz i wouldnt touch her wit a 10 foot pole and he startted to get loud. told him to chill and he cant keep his mouth shut so i flipped on him.

well of course its friday and i have to work and tomorrow is saturday and i have to work. hopefully their will be a party tonight.

peace

it was the cheese helped them bitches to get amnesia quick

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 15:39:51 GMT

well its been awhile i dont even know where to start....

last night me and denny chilled after i got off werk for a lil while chilled drank a few beers then wnet to a really odd party we didnt fit in at all thank god joe rolled up but we just stole beers and sat in our own corner like dorks but it was fun. it was really odd i seen some girl that i havent seen since like 5th grade literally.

fuckin cops suck they lie and are dicks. i think i called everyone in my phone book last night to get a ride instead of jail it was nutz.

totally different topic....lol so so much shit has went down since the last time i wrote in this thing and i cant think of one thing to write about.

well its almost 12 i got work at 1

and since i kno ur gonna read this eventually the titles for you and thanks for "always being there"

im back

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 18:26:27 GMT

well i finally hooked up my computer so im back up. its been a while since i updated but this one is gonna have to be cut short cuz i ihave to go to work irts friday so holla if you know where the party's at!

stay tuned a real update on the way!

2nd attempt...

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 07:09:19 GMT

well today started pretty early...i went wit sarah to the doctor becuz she is afraid of her car...but drivin wit her is more dangerous than anything wrong with her car...after seeing my life flash in front of my eyes a few times...we hit up baskin robins which was a good treat...after that she dropped me off at work and thats when my day went to shit...

i worked 2-10 its friday it was busy and unbearably hot...just doin lottery was enough to make me sweat my ass off it sucked so bad...so work sucked up untill the end of the night we got a little bit of action when some lady was complaining of chest pains and she was escorted to the hospital in an ambo.

after that my night didnt get any better...drove around for a little while and went to the quary for 2.4 seconds becuz the bugs are too serious...then that was basically the end of my night...i really hate being lied to...

forever.

i guess....

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 06:52:50 GMT

well today was pretty cool a few friends and me went out to loch raven right after i aquired my learners!@# thats def exciting i did a lil bit of drivin today that was fum. after that it was basically boring me and dewey got stuck chillin at bear creek due to the fact that there wasnt shit to do....

we hit the gravel pit up for a while met up wit hop and a few others then came home...now im here listening to some music and chillin/thinkin..

"Goddamn i wish him the best we were kids back then as if we could progress but sometimes i just cant sleep, thinking of
Everything we could have been"

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 05:27:04 GMT

well today was pretty normal except for the fact that i hung out wit my best friend in the entire world!! well i went to work for the first time in a week that was ok i guess went by quick...after work i went to see harry potter which was great even tho noone else liked it well it was great untill i realized i forgot my efing hat!! but your not bad luck or maybe you are who knows? j/k it sucks that it took this long to realize wut we were missing but its good that we are friends now and i wont throw that away for anybullshit ever again..

well i think ima get outta here for now....but not with out a qoute

"Spin Around me like a Dream
We played out on this movie screen
And i said, did you know I missed you
did you know i missed you..." ;)

SeNiOr WeEk!

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 17:10:19 GMT

well here i am i have returned from quite possible one of the best vacations of my life...i made a mistake or two but that was expected other than that amazing...stayed wit a group of friends from way back early in the week and that proved to be awesome devin fuckin pisssed his pants what more can i say...we hit the same buffet for dinner 4 times it was beatiful. to most peoples disbelief we drank everything we took down and early at that.

the beach is my favorite part of ocean city better than the parties and better than all the other shit. its relaxing and i just love it...didnt spend as much time as i would have liked there due to the fact that my roomates weregrumps half the time but its all good.

in some weird turn of luck i ran into someone who i have missed for awhile. hopefully things go back to semi normal and we become friends like we used to...i love her...

well there was one dissapointment and u know who you are kinda ignorant if u ask me but fuck it its over now..you could have atleast came and chilled wit me for a little while.

after being called a sick bastard being told i was loved repeatedly drunken bus rides at 4 in the morning losing my chain and hangin out wit the ppl i love the most it definetly proved to be the greatest week of my life and i cant wait till next year

it really is great to have you back!

Wed, 26 May 2004 21:28:21 GMT

well i guess ive finally hit the real world or maybe not... schools over and i need to do something with my life so my only avaliable option at this point is community college untill i get a few legal issues cleared up but that shouldnt be a problem..
work is going good but i dont wanna work there for the rest of my life as the rest of them have not saying they arent successful they make good money and live in big houses in white marsh and belair and shit but theres more to life then a liqour store clerk.

so ive decided to just to do some classes at dcc and see wut comes of it although i really have no clue wut exactly it is id like to do the rest of my life. im hopin to have a great last real summer of my life b4 reality sets in. i hope to find some real friend and just have a good time. im tired of the bull shit fighting and gettin in trouble and all that bull corn.

so ive been talkin to an old friend i guess u can say that and things are quite wierd at times they seem like they have been for year and at other times its like we are just meeting again and need to break the ice....wierd as well as other things we will see wut comes of that hopefully not disaster such as the last 20 times...

as for you....CONFUSING PPL SUCK!!!

wow

Sun, 23 May 2004 04:57:14 GMT

well lets see....schools over crazy in fact tonight was prom i didnt go =/ still undecided about that. today was hfs and it was a fuckin blast. jayz was awesome as well as many other bands. basically im in serious indifference i dont know whether or not im happy im outta school or whethere im sad.

for the time being im just gonna keep working and doin my usual routine as if it was just summer vacation. i hope to stay close to friends but i can already see thats nearly impossible. lots of old faces are showing up some coming home from college for vacation others just popping up.

im extra tired at this point and was basically held at gun point to update. last night tim m. had a party and were doin front flips off his house into the pool it was great. i left there like 3 in the morning then woke up at 7 and hiked to washington. 12 hours of music and 40 bottles of water later im here half dead and burnt to a crisp.

im out D-dalk what!

life is currently great

Sun, 16 May 2004 18:38:49 GMT

well last night was definetly one of the greatest days of my life! started out at joes with the keg lol then basically drove it around everywhere. went ot a random party and str8 crashed the damn thing. from there wit went to the pit. never see girls do keg stands b4 but it was nutz.

well after a friendly game of catagories (chads an idiot) and ten keg stands later we ended up at BP and someone had the great idea to go to loch raven! so we went, get there and theres so many ppl its not even funny but the part i dont understand is how me and chad and and ashley were the only ones to go swimming! we hiked down the fuckin path at 4 oclock in theomorning pretty drunk!! it was nutz so we got there i had second thoughts but i didnt come all that way for nothing.

it was worth every tumble i took. it was str8 outta movie!!

well everthing is coming at once! end of school festival senior week... its gonna be a great couple of weeks i cant wait

im goin to get some food yummmmmmmm tv dinners hahahahahahahahaha

DaDadA da ddddd-unit!!!!!

here are the pros and cons of breathing!

Wed, 12 May 2004 03:28:49 GMT

well somehow someway angie made me this icon. that is quite the interesting trade i gotta learn how to do that someday. so yea i have 6 days of school left and im goin nutz. i cant believe after all the time i spent in school i dont wanna leave. im doin ok i guess i should be finishign my homework as of now but im here writing in this thing becuz of my newly aquired icon!

so alexs parents are gone for the week and its great. we just go over there and cook and play cards. its been a good time so far. friday is gonna be great but i wish you would accompany me.

work sucks i only have 2 days next week that means my pockets will be extra low untill after senior week.

well im pretty confused. the minute i start to even show a girl that im interested they run from me. i dunno wut i do wrong maybe i should just lay back and leave everyone alone. but i just want someone to chill wit and go out wit. =/ who knows someday...

=))

Tue, 04 May 2004 19:58:13 GMT

well today school was good and easy! test in first period and nothing in second period. i recently met a new friend who is turnin out to be pretty cool despite my first impression. i got my hfs ticket yesterday and im extra excited. its in perfect timing with the end of school. i need to get throught this night school business or things could get ugly.

so my english teacher called home to tell my parents that i didnt turn my interim in and my dad is totally blowing that shit outta proportion. im definetly goin to pass english and they are all worried and shit.

well thats about it for now i really only worte in here to stop YOU from complaining. so there you go!

PeAcE

Empty out and reload More slugs

Sun, 02 May 2004 13:59:10 GMT

well i have a commentor who likes to play games when i find out who u are your dead meat! well last night was great. i worked alllll day which sucked but it was all good. after that i went over johns house got drunk and played some pool. then we went to inverness and road his scooter around and one of them harley things the small ones. i wrecked on both of them i was really drunk! we went to royal farms and they gave us FREE thats right FREE chicken and fries and it was blazed. then we ventured around untill we got a flat. then i called upon an old friend and to my disbelief she came through! well once again im off school and work and im up early as shit so here comes one long assss survey.

What is your name?: michael anthony dacre
Are you named after anyone?: i dont think so
What's your screename?: poopyeggs...definetly most original
Would you name a child of yours after you?:sure why not
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: antionette
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: jeremiah
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: i dont think there is anyone at there who knows how to spell or pronounce my name at first site
would you drop your last name if you became famous?: fuck no
Your gender:: male
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: for the last 2
Birthdate:: march 9th
Age you act:: 12 and 21
Age you wish you were:: 16
Your height:: 5'9
Eye color:: brown
Happy with it?:: dont bother me
Hair color:: brown
Happy with it?: dont bother me
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Right
Your living arrangement:: i chill in the basement disregarding anything/anyone in my house
Have any pets?: yes
Whats your job?: the best in the world
Piercings?: i got big holes in my ears
Tattoos?: a few
Obsessions?: nahhh
Addictions?: hi my name is mike and im a sike! im good
Do you speak another language?: ebonics
Have a favorite quote?: "im always wondering if i have to apologize for last nights behavior"
Do you live in the moment?: every moment
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others: hell no i dont hold nothing back
Do you have any secrets?: yes
Do you hate yourself?: i dont HATE myself but i think i could change a few things
Do you like your handwriting?: sometimes
Do you have any bad habits?: i get drunk black out and do something stupid a few times a month then
What is the compliment you get from most people?: they say im smart
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? "this fuckin kid i tell ya"
What's your biggest fear?: Death
Can you sing?: nope
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: is the ? serious
Are you a loner?: sometimes i am
What are your #1 priorities in life?: school and uhh work i guess
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i drink too much
Are you passive or agressive?: i can be both
Do you have a journal?: wut the fuck are u reading
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: it depends what the situation is
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: thats a whole different entry
Do you think life has been good so far?: i guess
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: you can do anything you wnat as long as u stick with it
What do you like the most about your body: i dunno
And least?: my chin
Do you think you ar good looking?:thats for others to decide
Are you confident?: sometimes
What is the fictional character you are most like?: the brain from pinky and the brain

× Do You.. .×
Smoke?: nope
Do drugs?: sometimes
Read the newspaper?: the eagle
Pray?: somtimes
Go to church?: not ne more
Talk to strangers who IM you?: yea i always hope they are hot girls
Sleep with stuffed animals?: nope but believe it or not i got a special finding nemo pillow i sleep wit
Take walks in the rain?: not in a while but it sounds fun
Talk to people even though you hate them?: not really
Drive?: thats a big no
Like to drive fast?: that would involve driving that i dont do

× Would or Have You Ever? ×
Liked your voice?: its a voice
Hurt yourself?: thats odd
Been out of the country?: never...i wanna go to amsterdam
Eaten something that made other people sick?: if its edible im down
Been in love?: Most Def.
Done drugs?: yerp
Gone skinny dipping?: sure have
Had a medical emergency?: broke a few bones
Had surgery?: yep
Ran away from home?: thought about it but i have no reason to
Played strip poker?: sounds like fun
Gotten beaten up?: uhhh i dont think so
Beaten someone up?: noooooooo YESSSSSSSSSS
Been picked on?: prolly
Been on stage?: hopefully june 4th
Slept outdoors?: lol many times
Pulled an all nighter?: fuckin right
If yes, what is your record?: not sure
Gone one day without food?: nope
Talked on the phone all night?: i miss it
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:yeppers
Slept all day?: after an all nighter
Killed someone?: the other day and shit
Made out with a stranger?: yea
Had sex with a stranger?: nope
Thought you're going crazy?: im fuckin loco essay
Kissed the same sex?: fuck no
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: definitely
Been betrayed?: yep
Had a dream that came true?: i dont think so
Broken the law?: everyday
Met a famous person?: i guess some singers good charlotte and shit
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yea i think so
On purpose?: ummm no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: not sure
Stolen anything?: yerp
Been on radio/tv?: the radio a few times
Been in a mosh-pit?: many times
Had a nervous breakdown?: fuckc no
Bungee jumped?: no
Had a dream that kept coming back?: i cant remember my fuckin dreams

× Beliefs ×
Belive in life on other planets?: id like to think so
Miracles?: yes
Astrology?: ehhh
Magic?: no
God?: yes
Satan?: yes
Santa?: fuckin right
Ghosts?: yes
Luck?: of course
Love at first sight?: possibly
Yin and yang (that good can't exist w/o bad)?: yep
Witches?: i used to like one alot
Easter bunny?: fuckin right
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes if u love the person enough
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: i want some lucky charms

× Deep Theological Questions ×
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:not sure but i guess so
Do you think God has a gender?: i dunno
Do you believe in organized religion?: i guess but some are bullshit and just want money
Where do you think we go when we die?: never died
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: nto that i know of
Who is your best friend?: john
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: meg
Your favorite inside joke?: wet hair
Thing you're picked on most about?: im fat
Who's your longest known friend?: nor sure
Newest?: also not sure
Shyest?: myself sober
Funniest?: jeremiah
Smartest?: i dunno but its gotta be a girl
Weirdest?: hood
Ditziest?: well im not sure if she is my friend but if she is it would be meg
Last person you talked to online?: dewey
Who do you talk to most online?: prolly jeremiah
Who are you on the phone with most?: i dont talk on the phone i dont have anyone to talk to
Who do you trust most?: trust noone
Who listens to your problems?: noone anymore
Who do you fight most with?: john
Who's the nicest?: i dunno
Who's the hottest: damn there are many
Who's the best singer?: amanda jerome
Who's the most talented: jon g on the drums and dennis on the skateboard
Who's most likely to succeed?: joe ulsch
Who's most likely to become a stripper?: emily
Who's most likely to start to "like you"?: noone i think the world hates me
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: i guess
Who's your second family?: The ulschs
Do you always feel understood?: def. not
Who's the most outgoing?: Me and jon
Who's the loudest friend?: alex
Do you trust others easily?: hell fucking no....people have big mouths
Whose house were you last at?: johns
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: =/
Do your friends know you?: some of them

×Love and All That×
Do you consider love a mistake?: sometimes
What do you find romantic?: the aquarium
First kiss?: o god thats embarrasing
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them: uhhhh yea
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: i dont think so
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:i hope but im not sure
What is best about the opposite sex?:everything
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: there are way to fuckin indecisive
What's the last present someone gave you?: a one of a kind nemo pillow or tony hawk on gameboy
Are you in love?: sadly

×Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: no one i think
You wanted to kill?: prolly someone annoying in school
That you laughed at?: john
That laughed at you?: john
That turned you on?: hmmmm
You went shopping with?: joe
That broke your heart?: meg
To disappoint you?: my dad
To ask you out?: wow its been awhile
To make you cry?: fuck it anymore
To brighten up your day?: betty the scooter
That you thought about?: see broken heart above
You saw a movie with?: above
You talked to on the phone?: i guess it would be meg to ask for a ride
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: dewey
You saw?: my bro

×Right This Moment...×
Are you going out?: nah im tired
What are you wearing right now?: samething i wore last night
Body part you're touching right now: scrating my nutz
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: apathetic contemplative tired hopefull lol sexy
What are you listening to: d to the m to the x

*Honesty is the Best Policy*
What friend would you feel the most comfortable making out with?take a wild guess
What friend of the same sex, if you had to have sex with, would you? fuck that
What friend do you think gets the most action? uhhh joe
What friend do you think will be a virgin forever? alex schmidt
What friend would you pick up and leave with? lil nick cuz he got a pimp ride
Do you actually like rap music? fuckin right
If you had to pick between country music and rap music what would you pick: Rap
Who do you wish you looked like: Myself
Were you desperate for something to do when you filled out this survey: not really

that bitch is long

reveal urself

Tue, 27 Apr 2004 16:46:40 GMT

well here am again 2 entries in one week OSHIT! well its a nice ass day out and i have off work its great. well ive been tryin to hook some shit up for senior week but my friends arent tryin to get thier shit together! i can see me stayin wit wierd ppl or something but i will be there. so i have like 18 days of school left and im fuckin pumped i cant believe im almost done!

no prom date equals festival prolly. i guess the festival wont be bad and i will back in time for after parties! well im a grown ass kid and i still anticipate the damn carnival. i got excited the other day when i saw the trailers and the fences at the church.

id like to know who left the comment reveal urself!!

PeAcE D-DalK WhAt?!

what if you had to pay for air a dollar a breath half the hood would fuckin pass out and choke to death..what if!?!?

Your Years at Hogwarts by nevermindless
Name:
The Sorting Hat places you in:	Ravenclaw (Blue and Bronze)
Subject you are naturally best at:	Arithmancy
Your favorite book:	Quidditch Teams of Britain and Ireland
Pet you bring to school:	Barred Owl
You are most known for:	Flooding the bathroom.

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

stole that kinda cool

Hi my name is mike and im an alcoholic! j/k

Sat, 24 Apr 2004 12:49:54 GMT

Well its 830 in the morning on a fuckin saturday and im awake. not only did i stay up till 4 in the morning i got drunk last night and i still managed to wake up b4 8. so im sittin here kinda bored and figured id fuck wit this thing for a little while. i stole one of those questionaire thingies from jeremiah so here we go...

15 Years Ago, I:
1. was 3
2. didnt have any worries
3. like to be around my parents
4. lived on the eastern shore
5. wanted to go to school

10 Years Ago, I:
1. Was 8
2. still lived on the eastern shore
3. went to....hold up what grade are you in when ur 8?
4. LIked Power Rangers.
5. was a G I joe for halloween

5 Years Ago, I:
1. was 13
2. started skating
3. didnt really listen to music
4. Went To Stricker.
5. had completely different friends

3 Years Ago, I:
1. was 15
2. started at PHS
3. did nothing but skate
4. started smokin weed
5. got drink for my first time

Last year, I:
1. was 17
2. started not listening to my parents
3. only passed one class
4. copped school a shitload
5. quit skating

Yesterday, I:
1. went to school
2. got drunk
3. watched eric take 10 amphetamines (crazy fuck)
4. chilled wit joe and alex
5. made for this hangover i have now

Today, I:
1. i woke up early as fuck!
2. Will get drunk
3. read an emerson essay
4. d/led some tunes
5. took a dump (you know you love to hear about that)

Tomorrow, I:
1. get drunk
2. sleep!
3. hopefully find some girls
4. get my hair cut
5. did i mention girls?

5 Bad Habits I Have:
1. i drink too much
2. worry alot
3. i fuckin cuss to much
4. eat a shitload
5. get in much trouble

Interests at the moment:
1. WOMEN
2. Music
3. prom date (by the way i need one)
4. senior week
5. GRADUATION

5 Places I've Lived:
1. House im at now
2. salisbury
3. berlin
4. ocean city
5. and last but not least "the fuckin apartment" god i miss it

My Top 5 Biggest Worries at the Moment:
1. work at 4
2. passin tech ed lol im a loser
3. gettin a date to fuckin prom
4. life after school
5. gettin some money to get drunk

My Top 5 Biggest Joys at the Moment:
1. MUSIC
2. Friends
3. girls
4. SENIOR WEEK
5. money

Damn after lookin at my biggest worries wtf do i have to complain about? im sure i can find something. well thats about it for to day theres some info on me maybe you learned something but if ur readin this you prolly know me well enough already or dont wanna kno me and i leave you guys with a qoute...

Always get married early in the morning. That way, if it doesn't work out, you haven't wasted a whole day.
-- Mickey Rooney haha i like that one alot!

PeAcE

hmmm...=(

Wed, 11 Feb 2004 16:11:08 GMT

______Your Life_______
[x] they call me: mike
[x] sex: male
[x] my first breath of air: march 9
[x] status: royally fucked!
[x] occupation: liqour store clerk!
[x] best friends: well i thought i knew... i guess just tommy and denny
_______Rewind_______
[x] most memorable memory: wet hair
[x] worst?: i guess the first time i got arrested
[x] first word uttered: no idea
[x] first best friend ever!?: its been awhile

_______Love?_______
[x] love is: not for me i dont think
[x] first love: sucks
[x] love or lust?: neither
[x] best love song: i guess any tbs
[x] when love hurts, you: listen to sad music and drink beer
[x] true or false: true
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: yes

_______Opposite Sex_______
[x] turn ons: lips and eyes
[x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: sorta
[x] what kinda hair style?: either really dark or blonde
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you: make me a mix tape (i love music)
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: nowhere really
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?:when im drunk but not really
_______Picky Picky_______
[x] dog or cat: precious
[x] short or long hair: both matters on what one does with it.
[x] sunshine or rain: sunshine
[x] moon or sun: moon
[x] hugs or kisses: kisses and hugs
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend
[x] summer or winter: summer
[x] written letters or e-mails: written letters
[x] playstation or nintendo: playstation
[x] car or motorcycle: car
[x] house party or club: house party
[x] sing or dance: uhhhh
[x] freak or slow dance: not much of either but i guess freak

_______Lately_______
[x] how are you today? depressed
[x] what pants are you wearing right now? brown washed jeans
[x] What shirt are you wearing right now? white tee
[x] what does your hair look like at the moment? long
[x] what song are u listening to right now? the mix tape
[x] how is the weather right now? nice actually
[x] last person you talked to on the phone? matty noel
[x] last dream you can remember? cant remember
[x] who are you talking to right now? noone
[x] what time is it? 10 47

_______More About YOU!_______
[x] what are the last four digits of your phone number? 4xx5
[x] if u were a crayon, what color would you be? black
[x] have you ever almost died? on more than one occasion
[x] do u like the person that sent u this? i stole it from jacob
[x] what's the next CD you are going to buy? something hard
[x] what's the best advice ever given to you? only one person ever really gave me any kind of advice worth taking
[x] have u ever won any special award? i dont think so
[x] what's the stupidest thing u have ever done? fall in love
[x] how many kids do you want to have? i want a boy
[x] shampoo? Herbal Essence
[x] what are you most scared of? love
[x] how many TV's do you have in your house? 5
[x] do you have your own TV? yes
[x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? many times many ways
[x] who do you dream about? you
[x] who do you tell your dreams to? noone really
[x] who's the loudest friend you have? alex when he is drunk
[x] who's the quietest friend? dennis
[x] Is cheerleading a sport? i would suppose
[x] how many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop? a one a tawhoo THREE!

why me? what did i do to deserve this..

Mon, 09 Feb 2004 07:29:59 GMT

Avoid the mirror lest I break it.
With the stone that serves as my heart.
Accept this pretty package named friend.
Except this it entails love.
Not so attractive anymore.
Accept this pretty package named friend.
Except that it entails love.
It's never as pretty as it seems and now it never was at all.
No it never was.
All I asked was to be important.
All I wanted was someone to trust
In my eternal scheme, your act of friendship means nothing.
Friendships are weak and nothing is dear to me
Acquaintance stole my confidence.
My humor.
My compassion.
My solace.
Left me with myself and laughed as it walked away
I refuse to be your tolerance, I will not be your embarrassment.
I'm not so attractive any more.
Take this burden away.
I can only stand in front of a broken mirror for so long
Staring at the reflection of failed attempts at love and a black heart.
My heart, once nourished with hope and compassion, now is black as death.
Trudging forward, broken, devoid of love
I am nothing more than scars.

i seriously dont understand why the fuck im not what u wanted. i did everything possible i tried so hard gave u anything you wanted. i would have stopped at nothing to be with you. instead you made me look like a total ass! thanks alot. well i hope everytime you look in the mirror you think about that shit...and i know you will eventually see wut u have lost i dont think you will find anyone like me so you can live ur pretty little facade of a life but im tellin you right now if its one thing that YOU taught me its that everything that goes around comes around and all ur mistakes will catch up with you...

so yea ive been turned to stone...atleast my heart

and dont act like u didnt read this id really like to know how you feel about all this