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well of course its been 3 light years since i wrote in this damn thing but i have a couple minutes to burn before lauryn gets here so wtf. well since last time i wrote in her i dont even know wtf has happen cuz i dont even know when the last time i wrote in her was. basically lifes good working constantly and and got a new favorite pastime hahah. yea i met a girl who is pretty fuckin awesome if i may say so myself.
we been spending a good bit of time together but other than that not much has happen. next week is spring break for everyone reallydoesnt mean anything tome but i am goin t newyork for a few days wit lauryn so that should be awesome
o yea i turned 19 no big deal really but im content with stayin 19 forever cuz i dont ever wanna not be a teen. but i had a great birthdaybecuz of someone :o). valentines day passed that was pretty cool actaully awesome but im not goin to get into the details hahaha well i guesss this is enought for a few months and i have to jump in the shower so for now PEACE
RIP JB STILL CRUISIN
FREE ALDO
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| its been awhile....as usual |
[31 Dec 2004|01:45am] |
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a whole bunch of shit has went down since the last time i wrote in this so here goes nothing....
i hit up a show wit jon and jerry for the first time in a awhile AGAINST ME that was one of the better nights in recent history, we all snuck in as usual and saw an awesome show. we stood outside for a good 2 hours b4 we could do it but it all was worth it.
of course some parties haha jerry got SMASHED threw up all over his self thats second best to devin pissin himself on the boardwalk at senior week.
cartwright came home for thanksgiving had some ppl over it was cool to chill with her she got trashed and dissapeared on us and we jsut sat in her house for a few hours more. she should be comin home soon it is something to look forward
yea most importantly i lost one of my best friends. alli can really say about that is that my life could never be the same.
well its like 2 and tomorrow is a big day night
P.S. ole nigga john still cruisin~~R.I.P.
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| FREE ABA |
[28 Oct 2004|04:16pm] |
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well wuts the deal i know its been awhile buit angie hooked up this kick ass icon so i figured id hop up on this piece and do something heres a questionaire for old times sake...
1. Tell me something obvious about you.
uhhh im a dood
2. Tell me something about you that many don't know.
ive never had a real girlfriend for more than a month
3. What is your biggest fear?
growing up
4. Do you normally go the safe route or take the short cut?
that usually depends but i often like the adventure of a possible wrong
5. Name one thing you want that you can't buy with money.
perfect health
6. What is your most treasured possession?
uhh either my skateboard or my computer
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do often?
get outta control while drunk
8. Tell me something sexually about you that people don't know.
ive never loved or really really liked any girl ive had sex with
9. Tell me something sexually about you that everyone knows.
when im drunk im vulnerable
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
IT WASNT ME!
11. Name something you've done once that you can't wait to do again.
go on a roadtrip!!
12. Are you the jealous type?
most definetly
13. What is the one person place or thing you cant say no to?
_ _ _ _ _ fill in the blanks
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
couldnt tell u it doesnt happen often
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
go to somewhere like tiebet or something like that def travel
16. When was the last time you cried?
awhile back
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
the last time i didnt have to work the next day
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
nahhh im fat
19. Name something embarrassing you did while being drunk.
we could go on allllllll day long.
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| HILTON!!! |
[23 Sep 2004|01:43am] |
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so this is the deal....denny this mother fucker won a free trip for one ngiht to ohio to go ride some comp! so we see this as a perfect oportunity to go see some new shit watch denny and have a great time. so me and some friends decided to pack it up and head out in a truck while denny flew out.7 hours later we were in ohio we ended up gettin a room for 4 nights and stayin traveling aroudn ohio and hittin up everything possible to skate/ride. we hit cleveland for a while then went back to the free let me emphasize free room at the hilton. so thats just bad you set a bunch of dundalk kids loose in the city of cleveland with a 4 star room and free food and its on.we took anything they weere givin away and more it was great come the first night, we had ppl from everywhere partyin in our room it was awesome i met ppl from texas cali florida everywhere it was crazy...
well denny was scheduled to compete at 10 the next day denny went but thats about it we got trashed and slept in it was just too early kinda felt bad but it was ok..after that we watched some pro shti and left cleveland. after our night of the hilton was over we moved on down to some bull shit hotel for like 40 a night for the next 3 nights we rode all the local parks during the day and hit all the bars at night itwas great.
By sunday all my money was in the hands of strippers and skatepark attendents. so then i hit granny dukes up for some money and after some slight persuasion you came through...
all in all it was a time to remember and i cant wait to do ti again and this time....im coming to see my buddy sarah =)
i talked to the "devil" tonight hahah cnat decide whether or not its a good thing i enjoyed the conversation but....i always know whats coming i was supposed to call back but i got in late who knows what the deal is with that individual....
time for sleep work at 9 peace............
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| its where u wanna be..... |
[02 Sep 2004|02:02pm] |
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so wuts up live journal??! been awhile again since i updated this but wuts new? ima try to keep up but im always doin something.
since last entry....
worked a lot wuts new right? well now that i th ink about it thats the only thing i do lol yea just work and sit at the pier after work it sucks there isnt ever shit to do around here and it sucks. i wish i was smart and coulda wnet away to college but eh.
so i got an unexpected fone call the other nite which has basically confused me and i dont know whether to call back or not. everytime i try i just chicken out and i think thats ok. cuz it will prolly just start trouble as usual.
so me and jerry and devin and henry went out loch raven yesterday and had a blast jerry tried swimmin to the swing and almost died lol]. we all hit the cliffs up and it was a good time i love the scenery out there makes for a good smoke ride in the back of the truck.
well thats it for now i got work of course in an hour ill update again later prolly.....
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| i never said id take this lying down |
[22 Aug 2004|07:18pm] |
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so its been a long ass time since i updated this shitso much has happen....
lets start with the fact that i basically hit the lotery for 1000 bucks i didnt hit the lottery but becuz of it i got handed a thousand bucks so that was great.
two of my best friends are now locked up and for how long noone knows and sucks that they are locked but it could me so easliy and im thankful that it isnt and it has made me think even tho i know i put my self in positions to be rihgt next to them basically everytime i leave my house who knows man.......
work is the same just everyday the moneys rollin in but its still not enough im working on savin so i can do something get the hell outta here or something....
got some charges dropped thankfully no record at this point altough i got a case comin up in mid september but im not sweatin it too much got me a pretty good lawyer so ill be fine...
other than that im been laying low chillin on the drinkin atleast im keepin it in moderation..just chillin wit ppl who will hopefully keep me outta trouble and working as much as possible need that money...
im bored and outta here for now...
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| my day will come |
[31 Jul 2004|02:03pm] |
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bored about to go through yet another day of work...
Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
* a cool girlfriend
* more money
* license
* new shoes
Name Four Scents You Love:
* oranges
* remy martin
* axe
* New shoes
Name Four People You Know Best:
* jong
* aldo
* meg
* my bro
Name Four Things You'd Never Wear:
* cowboy hat
* cheap shoes
* tight pants
* anything aeropostale or any of t hose preppy co.
Name Four Things You Are Thinking About:
* food
* sarah
* money
* work
Name Four Things You Did Today:
* pooped
* ashley simpson(watched)
* ate
* d/led music
Name Four Things You Bought Recently:
* food
* clothes
* shoes
* fitted
Name Four Bands/Groups Most People Don't Know You Like:
* Taking Back Sunday
* choking victim
* the beatles
* falloutboy
Name Four Places You Want To Visit Before You Die (Be fairly specific):
* jamaica
* england
* tibet
* Amsterdam
Favorites
Music
-Pop Singer: jessica simpson
-Rapper: shyne mother fuckin po
-80's band: Guns and Roses
-90's band: rage SUBLIME
-New band/artist: Taking Back Sunday
Movies
-Action Movie: rush hour? i dont watch movies
-Comedy Movie: Fast times at ridgemont high
-Suspense Movie: dont ask me dood
-Movie Series: Godfather
-Drama Movie: dood
Actors
-Favorite Actor: Pacino
-Second Favorite Actor: Deniro
-New Actor: Johnny Depp
-Old School Actor: Brando
-Supporting Actor: no clue
Actresses
-Favorite Actress: jenna jameson baby
-Second Favorite Actress: halle berry (sp?)
-New Actress: hillary duff is hot
-Old School Actress: ummmim not good wit names
well so im of to work for like the 50th str8 day its gettin old but the moneys great!!@ i think i lost my phone last night but it may be in alexs car. i was so tired last night i passed out in alexs car now i cant find my fone or my hate? hmm
so tonights saturday the worst work day of the week its slow and boring and it alway s seems to last forever hopefully everyone wants to hang out at work later or there is a big party doubt it
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Full Name: Michael Anthony Dacre
Nicknames: none
Sex: male
Age: 18
Birthday: march 9
Birth place: Baltimore, MD
Current residence: Dundalk what?!
Zodiac Sign: pisces
Parents names: lisa and anthony
Siblings names and ages: sierra 3 tony 14
Pets: none
Favorites
Colors: black and white
Animals: none really
Actresses: jenna jameson
Actors: al pacino deniro
Movies: murda muzik! scarface
Types of music: rap and pop punk
Books: the perks of being a wallflower
Foods: basketti
Ice creams: chocolate
Cookies: chocolate chip
Veggies: cucumbers
Fruits: apples
Candies: gummy bears,
Beverages: iced t
Cereals: peanut butter cpt crunch
Fast food joints: micky d's breakfast
Numbers: who the fuck knows
Comedians: jim brewer and chris rock dave chappelle
Love Life
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: thats a big negative
If so, who are they?: cant u read
How long have you been dating?: mother fucker
Do you have a crush?: yea
Have you ever had a hard time getting over someone?: yerp yerp
What's the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for you?: im so pathetic
What do you look for in your ideal mate?: the ability to be around them for more than an hour without wanting to strangle them
Biggest Turn-ons: drunk or sober? we are gonna leave that one blank
Morals/Beliefs
What religion are you?: technically catholic
Do you believe in God?: there isnt enough room for me to explain my theory
Angels?:
Heaven?:
This or That
Blonde or Brunette: depends
Cartoon Network or Nickelodeon: cartoon network
Spicy or minty gum: minty
Heaven or Hell: Heaven
Nsync or Backstreet Boys: death to both
The Beatles or The Rolling Stones: the mother fuckin beatles!@#%
Cookies or Cake: cake
Flowers or Candy: i dont know
Ever Been Called...
Dumb?: lol
Retarded?: i guess
Ugly?: im sure
Hot?: i think
Anorexic?: man im fat as shit
A waste of space?: yea by my lovin father
Useless?: ?
Sexy?: i dunno
A Slut?: not as far as i kno
Beautiful?: doubt it
Quiet?: yes
Boring?: i dont know
A Bitch?: right b4 fists started to fly
Currently...
Who are you talking to?: noone
How is the weather?: hot
What/Who are you thinking about?: =/
What are you eating/drinking?: im hungry dammit
What are you looking forward to?: thats my problem i have ntohing to look forward to
How are you feeling?: mellow tired
How is your hair?: long too long
When Was The Last Time You...
Burped?: been awhile
Kissed?: ocean city?? damn thats pathetic
Had sex?: ocean city??
Went to the movies?: ummm awhile ago with sarah
Went out to eat?: who knows
Cried?:fuck if i kno
Three Things
Three people you love
1. family
2.
3.
Three shows you watched when you were little
1. ninja turtles
2. alf
3. reading rainbow
Three things you regret
1. not doin well in high school
2. a couple of drunked nights
3. senior week
Three things you always say
1. bitch
2. fuck that
3. ur outta here boss(work)
Three things that describe your personality
1. different
2. outgoing
3. interesting
Three things that describe your looks
1. im not good at this knda shit
2.
3.
Three things that scare you
1. change
2. real world
3. the dark
Three things you love
1. moneyyyyy
2. SHOES (my collections is rapidly growing)
3. a girl
Issues
Do you do drugs or have done drugs?: drugs are bad mmmkay
Do you have a mental disability?: some may say so
Do you or have you ever had an eating disorder?: is eating to much a disorder?
Who was the last person you....
Talked to?: katie
Yelled at?: dewey
Went out to eat with?: its been awhile
Fought with?: ??
Cried over?: ....
Thought about?: megan
Are you...
Understanding?: sometimes
Pretty?: uhhhh
Nice?: i can be
A bitch?: nope.
Confident?: def not
Friendly?: nah not really
Sexy?: o yea baby
Shy?: depends on who im around
Emotional?: not really
Messy?: not too bad
Arrogant?: i def can be sometimes
Lonely?: yes
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[30 Jul 2004|11:23am] |
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well...not a fuckin thing is goin on. i tried to update yesterday but it got closed and said fuck it. well im gettin tired of doin the same thing everyday wit the same ppl. lifes gettin boring i need to move or change shit up.
on an unrelated subject i almost got into it wit dewey last night. for the last few weeks he has been shady he only wants to come pick me up if im buyin beer or if there is something in it for him. so i was goofin around last night wit his "girl" def not in a serious manner cuz i wouldnt touch her wit a 10 foot pole and he startted to get loud. told him to chill and he cant keep his mouth shut so i flipped on him.
well of course its friday and i have to work and tomorrow is saturday and i have to work. hopefully their will be a party tonight.
peace
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| it was the cheese helped them bitches to get amnesia quick |
[24 Jul 2004|11:31am] |
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well its been awhile i dont even know where to start....
last night me and denny chilled after i got off werk for a lil while chilled drank a few beers then wnet to a really odd party we didnt fit in at all thank god joe rolled up but we just stole beers and sat in our own corner like dorks but it was fun. it was really odd i seen some girl that i havent seen since like 5th grade literally.
fuckin cops suck they lie and are dicks. i think i called everyone in my phone book last night to get a ride instead of jail it was nutz.
totally different topic....lol so so much shit has went down since the last time i wrote in this thing and i cant think of one thing to write about.
well its almost 12 i got work at 1
and since i kno ur gonna read this eventually the titles for you and thanks for "always being there"
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| im back |
[23 Jul 2004|02:19pm] |
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well i finally hooked up my computer so im back up. its been a while since i updated but this one is gonna have to be cut short cuz i ihave to go to work irts friday so holla if you know where the party's at!
stay tuned a real update on the way!
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| 2nd attempt... |
[19 Jun 2004|02:46am] |
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well today started pretty early...i went wit sarah to the doctor becuz she is afraid of her car...but drivin wit her is more dangerous than anything wrong with her car...after seeing my life flash in front of my eyes a few times...we hit up baskin robins which was a good treat...after that she dropped me off at work and thats when my day went to shit...
i worked 2-10 its friday it was busy and unbearably hot...just doin lottery was enough to make me sweat my ass off it sucked so bad...so work sucked up untill the end of the night we got a little bit of action when some lady was complaining of chest pains and she was escorted to the hospital in an ambo.
after that my night didnt get any better...drove around for a little while and went to the quary for 2.4 seconds becuz the bugs are too serious...then that was basically the end of my night...i really hate being lied to...
forever.
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[17 Jun 2004|02:48am] |
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well today was pretty cool a few friends and me went out to loch raven right after i aquired my learners!@# thats def exciting i did a lil bit of drivin today that was fum. after that it was basically boring me and dewey got stuck chillin at bear creek due to the fact that there wasnt shit to do....
we hit the gravel pit up for a while met up wit hop and a few others then came home...now im here listening to some music and chillin/thinkin..
"Goddamn i wish him the best we were kids back then as if we could progress but sometimes i just cant sleep, thinking of
Everything we could have been"
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well today was pretty normal except for the fact that i hung out wit my best friend in the entire world!! well i went to work for the first time in a week that was ok i guess went by quick...after work i went to see harry potter which was great even tho noone else liked it well it was great untill i realized i forgot my efing hat!! but your not bad luck or maybe you are who knows? j/k it sucks that it took this long to realize wut we were missing but its good that we are friends now and i wont throw that away for anybullshit ever again..
well i think ima get outta here for now....but not with out a qoute
"Spin Around me like a Dream
We played out on this movie screen
And i said, did you know I missed you
did you know i missed you..." ;)
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| SeNiOr WeEk! |
[14 Jun 2004|01:01pm] |
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well here i am i have returned from quite possible one of the best vacations of my life...i made a mistake or two but that was expected other than that amazing...stayed wit a group of friends from way back early in the week and that proved to be awesome devin fuckin pisssed his pants what more can i say...we hit the same buffet for dinner 4 times it was beatiful. to most peoples disbelief we drank everything we took down and early at that.
the beach is my favorite part of ocean city better than the parties and better than all the other shit. its relaxing and i just love it...didnt spend as much time as i would have liked there due to the fact that my roomates weregrumps half the time but its all good.
in some weird turn of luck i ran into someone who i have missed for awhile. hopefully things go back to semi normal and we become friends like we used to...i love her...
well there was one dissapointment and u know who you are kinda ignorant if u ask me but fuck it its over now..you could have atleast came and chilled wit me for a little while.
after being called a sick bastard being told i was loved repeatedly drunken bus rides at 4 in the morning losing my chain and hangin out wit the ppl i love the most it definetly proved to be the greatest week of my life and i cant wait till next year
it really is great to have you back!
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well i guess ive finally hit the real world or maybe not... schools over and i need to do something with my life so my only avaliable option at this point is community college untill i get a few legal issues cleared up but that shouldnt be a problem..
work is going good but i dont wanna work there for the rest of my life as the rest of them have not saying they arent successful they make good money and live in big houses in white marsh and belair and shit but theres more to life then a liqour store clerk.
so ive decided to just to do some classes at dcc and see wut comes of it although i really have no clue wut exactly it is id like to do the rest of my life. im hopin to have a great last real summer of my life b4 reality sets in. i hope to find some real friend and just have a good time. im tired of the bull shit fighting and gettin in trouble and all that bull corn.
so ive been talkin to an old friend i guess u can say that and things are quite wierd at times they seem like they have been for year and at other times its like we are just meeting again and need to break the ice....wierd as well as other things we will see wut comes of that hopefully not disaster such as the last 20 times...
as for you....CONFUSING PPL SUCK!!!
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[24 May 2004|12:47am] |
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well lets see....schools over crazy in fact tonight was prom i didnt go =/ still undecided about that. today was hfs and it was a fuckin blast. jayz was awesome as well as many other bands. basically im in serious indifference i dont know whether or not im happy im outta school or whethere im sad.
for the time being im just gonna keep working and doin my usual routine as if it was just summer vacation. i hope to stay close to friends but i can already see thats nearly impossible. lots of old faces are showing up some coming home from college for vacation others just popping up.
im extra tired at this point and was basically held at gun point to update. last night tim m. had a party and were doin front flips off his house into the pool it was great. i left there like 3 in the morning then woke up at 7 and hiked to washington. 12 hours of music and 40 bottles of water later im here half dead and burnt to a crisp.
im out D-dalk what!
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[17 May 2004|02:29pm] |
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well last night was definetly one of the greatest days of my life! started out at joes with the keg lol then basically drove it around everywhere. went ot a random party and str8 crashed the damn thing. from there wit went to the pit. never see girls do keg stands b4 but it was nutz.
well after a friendly game of catagories (chads an idiot) and ten keg stands later we ended up at BP and someone had the great idea to go to loch raven! so we went, get there and theres so many ppl its not even funny but the part i dont understand is how me and chad and and ashley were the only ones to go swimming! we hiked down the fuckin path at 4 oclock in theomorning pretty drunk!! it was nutz so we got there i had second thoughts but i didnt come all that way for nothing.
it was worth every tumble i took. it was str8 outta movie!!
well everthing is coming at once! end of school festival senior week... its gonna be a great couple of weeks i cant wait
im goin to get some food yummmmmmmm tv dinners hahahahahahahahaha
DaDadA da ddddd-unit!!!!!
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| here are the pros and cons of breathing! |
[12 May 2004|11:14pm] |
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well somehow someway angie made me this icon. that is quite the interesting trade i gotta learn how to do that someday. so yea i have 6 days of school left and im goin nutz. i cant believe after all the time i spent in school i dont wanna leave. im doin ok i guess i should be finishign my homework as of now but im here writing in this thing becuz of my newly aquired icon!
so alexs parents are gone for the week and its great. we just go over there and cook and play cards. its been a good time so far. friday is gonna be great but i wish you would accompany me.
work sucks i only have 2 days next week that means my pockets will be extra low untill after senior week.
well im pretty confused. the minute i start to even show a girl that im interested they run from me. i dunno wut i do wrong maybe i should just lay back and leave everyone alone. but i just want someone to chill wit and go out wit. =/ who knows someday...
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well today school was good and easy! test in first period and nothing in second period. i recently met a new friend who is turnin out to be pretty cool despite my first impression. i got my hfs ticket yesterday and im extra excited. its in perfect timing with the end of school. i need to get throught this night school business or things could get ugly.
so my english teacher called home to tell my parents that i didnt turn my interim in and my dad is totally blowing that shit outta proportion. im definetly goin to pass english and they are all worried and shit.
well thats about it for now i really only worte in here to stop YOU from complaining. so there you go!
PeAcE
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